I am crazed, disorganized, frazzled.
I am between worlds.
My new life is just beginning to begin. My old life is folding up and away.
One pulls at me while I remain tethered to the other.
In answer to the question "What do I really need?" my brother, who has been living between the wilderness camp where he works, his car, or his girlfriend's house, says : "More than Paul thinks she needs, but less than she thinks she needs." He's probably right, as always.
I guess it comes down to what will fit into my car.
Regardless, our Internet service is being shut off as of tomorrow, and I must return the cable modem to Time Warner. So, too, I must go temporarily offline. I don't know when I'll be able to come back, but hopefully it will be very soon.
And maybe you'll still be there when I do.
I hope so.